I will be beginning medical tests and be working with Social Security, and trying to figure out how to survive financially. I guess it's called taking care of business.
It is a strange feeling to be this alone, in terms of actual help with survival, but that's life. I have friends. I know they love me, and I'm hoping that will see me through. My right hand went numb three times today, for about a half and hour at a clip and sometimes fear kinda trumps creativity.
No doubt I will be visiting other blogs, and when there is something that strikes me that has nothing whatsoever to do with heartbreak and the pain of the last two weeks, I'll write again--when there is time.
Jo's idea is a good one! look at my favorite blogs, and if you see one you haven't read, check it out, please!
NEW NOTE: on Tuesday. I know my friends care--I know YOU all care. I do know that and I hope you all realize that it matters a great deal to me. This virtual world is not all that "virtual," and good thoughts matter. Thank you all for the kindness. It calms the fear more than I thought possible.
Accidental Spring
"Accidental Spring" This began as the background for painting other papers, but became something else!
6 comments:
One thing I've learned, Jeannette, is that when you have a presence in the blogosphere, you are never alone. You'd be surprised how many people from all over the world are pulling for you.
Hang in there.
I am just realizing this, Vegas Linda Lou. Thank you so much for saying that. I'll be back... and I will post. I just feel overwhelmed by this latest internal assault.
Thank God for a sense of humor, for friends... and for a world of virtual friends I am learning are not so "virtual" at all.
Your comment arrived just at a time when I was having real trouble. So. Good thoughts mattter a whole lot.
Hi Jeannette,
Take care of yourself first. Check in when you can. We'll all be thinking positive thoughts. Thanks for adding me to your blog list. I'll check out the one's I don't already know.
Carl
Thanks, Carl. It helps. Hope you two had a great long weekend.
Jeanette, you would be surprised at how many people in the blogging world care about each other. You will find you will make a lot of friends, and we will all be checking in to see how you're doing.
(Hint...) Buy some tulips. :-)
Cheers!
Jo
I'm a DAFFODIL gal, but that's okay, too! daylilies and daffodils. My sister's last gift to me was 100 daffodil bulbs and 50 daylily plants. Part of the pain of losing this house will be in losing that gift. I will bring some of them for wherever I land. Of course, I have so many gifts from her, it's okay. And just now, I think I'll save my money for the electric bill. :-)
Thanks Jo!
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